And it's true, but she called me weird because I said I'd rather just keep my graduation get together with family, instead of also including friends.
I didn't even want anything. I asked her to feed me after. I had Chinese in mind. .-. And I don't mind that she planned it, it was fine, but I figured all my friends were probably out with their parents or had their own get togethers. And I think it's weird to mix the two, you know? Family and Friends. Maybe because I'm not exactly myself around family, or maybe because my family is so Mexican and loud and boisterous and I think my friends would feel odd and out of place. Even I feel out of place a lot of the time. Maybe I am weird. .-.
She also occasionally tries to get me to go out with friends instead of being at home all weekend, but sometimes, I just rather not, you know? I just feel that being out often requires putting on a smile and actually taking part in conversation with the people around me, and as much as I love my friends, I'd rather stay in. I'd rather read a book, or learn the lyrics to an album, watch a few episodes of my favorite tv series at the time. I do like going out with friends, but at the same time I don't. Maybe I'm just lazy on that one. :b
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