just fed up
with everyone's stupid homophobia.
with the fact that you can marry your first cousin an about half the united states, but not even ten states allow gay marriage.
with high school, i can't wait to be out.
with mom's stupid anti-gay comments, except it's not just anti gay. she just complains about everything and it makes me so mad because she has this habit of saying que a la gente que no le pican hasta les hace roncha, which is just her way of saying if it doesnt affect anyone i dont see why people make a big deal of anything.
except, THAT'S EXACTLY HOW SHE IS.
Which is sooo annoying,
and she never listens, and i'll say something about school or band and then she'll ask me about it and i tell her i've already told her and she gets mad.
she is so hard to live with that i don't even care if i have to drown in debt to go college out of el paso, im leaving anyway.
im done with stupid people at school and senior events.
im done with annoying teachers who think their class is the most important thing in the world.
and then today mom said she was open minded, and i had to try my best not to laugh.
i'm sorry i keep complaining, but im just so upset lately, i swear i'd rather just be doing calculus instead of anything else,
i think that says a lot.
and i think it would be in mother's best interest to stop having high expectations of me because i am never going to meet them.
(:
nice rant, hope that writing it down helped you a bit to process all thats going on in your life that's annoying you! it'll get better! i promise! people are finally waking up about lgtb rights! and well, soon you'll have more freedom from your mom, and maybe you'll speak out and change her mind!
ReplyDeletethanks! (: i hope so(:
DeleteYeah, nice rant. Soon you will be done with HS, hang in there.
ReplyDeleteAnd yeah, dealing with my mother has been one of the most frustrating things I have ever had to do.
She lacks the ability to discuss things in a civilized way. So I understand you all too well...and she worries about the most trivial things(ie, gay people, church attendance, etc.).
I am here whenever you need to vent :)